"I always surprise myself on my ability to turn a phrase.
Words are, in my not so humble opinion, a most inexhaustible source of magic;
capable of both inflicting injury and remedying it.”
I immediately brought this into my realm and how this quote applies to my Indycar-related
word-butchering blogging. Broken-down, here is how I applied it:
I read: "I always surprise myself on my ability to turn a phrase."
I heard: I have a high regard for my writing.
When I sit down to write, in essence, I do little more than jot a stream of consciousness. I simply don't have time or the financial compunction to belabor my direction, theme, and modus operandi which can lead to wild inconsistency from one post to the next. Maybe that is a feature which can be appreciated to a degree since it is meant to be fodder for entertainment, and not an examination of critical sociological matters.
However, I do see that as a convenient circumstance which can preclude me from such professional behaviors as outlining a point, proper grammar, proper spelling, etc. A writer, in the professional sense, I am not. I am an opinionated, digital graffiti artist with a college-level vocabulary and a means to extend that to this world via the internet, which brings me to the next portion of the quote:
I heard: There are many directions that words can take. It's how you choose to go about using them that makes all the difference.
Those words caused me to think about some of my previous writings and I recall one which has bothered me for some time, especially with the myopia of hindsight. It is a post from mid-2011 which has a prediction-based pro and con of the sport from 2012 through 2013.
It is with sincere regret that I look back at the negative tone of that post and how it ultimately was released. It was consistent with my stream of consciousness style of writing and, with the end tone hanging in the balance as I wrote, it skewed into a backhanded and ham-fisted negative critique. I wrote out of discomfort with many (then) current unknowns and a genuine fear for the decline of a beloved sport which I truly only wish for better days ahead.
Many people much smarter than me have worked very hard to right the ship of Indycar. For my over-reaction and straying from the 'grounded' viewpoint that my blog is supposed to have, I am quite sorry. I do aim to be fair and well-thought with my views, however, I sometimes succumb to my own emotional leanings. An emotional diatribe is not what I intended this blog to be.
Having said that, and in light of the fact that with all the effectiveness of the new car, manufacturers, teams, and NBCSN's great TV coverage, Indycar has just put on a great show at Barber Motorsports Park, (which may very well be the best Indycar twisty racing in the last 6 years or more) and virtually nobody outside of our little Indycar cloister saw it. This bothers me to no end.
Ultimately, what I firmly believe is this - Indycar CAN regain an audience comparable to its previous glory, but that will only comes with risk. Risk is relevant to the amount wagered versus the amount of potential gain. There are more changes necessary for Indycar if its goal is to return near its previous peaks.
Which ever direction Indycar goes, I wish it nothing but the best and will continue to support it because I like it and have followed it for over 30 years. I also would love for it to be here 30 years from now.